Just a thought

TMI alert.....I think that now that my tumor is off my pituitary gland I had some high expectations.  I "assumed" (I know I know) that all meds would be able to be thrown away and I would be my new "normal".  Not so fast.  I want to be off all meds that control my emotions.  But I'm scared of "me" a little bit.  I don't know who I am any other way.  Hopefully as my pituitary gland continues to heal and I keep working with doctors.  I'll figure me out.  Those that are in daily contact with, thank you for your patients and continued patients.  I'm still going to probably go from extreme joy like today with all my beautiful grandkids, daughters, husband and parents to crying and depression after everyone was gone and I had some time to myself later tonight.  I am currently and have been for some time on the longest, fastest, craziest damn roller coaster you could ever go on!