I've had a lot to think about. My goal is to take the best care of Momma and Daddy as I can during this hard time in all our lives. "Charity never faileth". I'm so grateful that I'm able to spend so much time with them. We have no idea when Mommas last day will be. It's hard for me to go on being "normal". Overnight my whole world changed. My best friend is dying of Plural Mesothelioma. I can't do anything to take away her pain and nausea. I can do charity around the house for them and spend time with them doing all I can to make each day as easy as possible. I can literally feel the heaviness of my heart. It hurts so bad. The day she goes to live with Heavenly Father is going to kill me. I cry almost daily. When I'm sitting home and have too much time to think, it's bad. I watch shows that I know while make me laugh. "I'm better because I knew you"-Wicked
